All the choices I have made

Looking back in life. I have made many choices! Some good, some not so good.
But, I have never regretted any of it!

Because at the end of the day, it was those choices who brought me to where I am right now and helped me meet people dear to my heart!

Choosing to study tourism and events just because I never wanted a job that was a boring 9-6 desk job.

Never in the world would I have thought myself as a Public Relations kinda girl, but I took it as my second major on a whim. But looking back, this has helped me meet 2 most awesome lecturers and a group of friends whom toiled and managed all our crisis together!

Working part time at a Kindy with no idea what to do with only 1 yr prior experience as a teacher's assistant. Then, moving on to be a full time teacher at the kindy while studying full time at the same time. Learning and researching on the job.

Then, meeting the most awesome people and the most awesome curriculum ever! Then, actually finally having the knowledge and the know how to do what I do. Getting it all taken away. Getting a chunk of my heart torn out. Losing my kids, getting heartbroken. I still miss the ones I left behind. Then, finding a new home, being part of an awesome team... Gaining new kids and loving each of them more and more each day!

Never would have imagined I would be where I am today without the choices that I have made.

All those time wasted.

I realised how much I missed 4 years back. I was so clueless. I had so many friends to be thankful for. *Thank God for Videos.*

4 years. I lost out on some friendships. 

Watching all the old videos. I burst out crying.

I really realised how I have pushed so many people away.

I never bothered to keep the friendship going.

It was me. all the friendship I had dying one by one and I just watched and didn't do a single thing!

Talking to everyone I missed today really made me cry buckets and I'm going to sleep really happy and thankful.

New Beginnings

17th is the last day of a 3 years of learning and growing at this current place.

18th marks a new beginning!! Clean Slate! :) Leggo!

Help me find it

Help me find it- Sidewalk prophets

I don’t know where to go from here
It all used to seem so clear
I’m finding I can’t do this on my own

I don’t know where to go from here
As long as I know that You are near
I’m done fighting
I’m finally letting go

I will trust in You
You’ve never failed before
I will trust in You

[Chorus:]
If there’s a road I should walk
Help me find it
If I need to be still
Give me peace for the moment
Whatever Your will
Whatever Your will
Can you help me find it
Can you help me find it

I’m giving You fear and You give faith
I giving you doubt
You give me grace
For every step I’ve never been alone

Even when it hurts, You’ll have Your way
Even in the valley I will say
With every breath
You’ve never let me go

I will wait for You
You’ve never failed before
I will wait for You

[Chorus]

I lift my empty hands (come fill me up again)
Have Your way my King (I give my all to You)
I lift my eyes again (Was blind but now I see)
‘Cause You are all I need